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Buried

The joy of vanishingInto nothingness,Being buried underThe maddening chaos,To rest in peace,In divine silence,Away from the brutality,And the agony of mere existence. My only meansOf escape,From this place,Would be to witherAnd perish,And cease to have a face. And I’m unafraid,Of what comes after,For I have already seen hell,Though I’m curious to know how,The living onesContinue reading “Buried”

Unfurled

I got so much to say to the world,I wouldn’t know where to begin,I’m starting to get myself unfurled,And bring out emotions from within,Peel the layers of my skin,Wipe the pride off my chin,And throw caution to the wind. Tears that hadn’t flowed,Turn into raging flames in my blood,Floods of hate in my gut,Unspoken wordsContinue reading “Unfurled”

Falling Raindrop

On every falling raindrop I see your face in grey,I’m trapped in a looping memory, freeze and replay,I narrow my eyes and trudge through the rain,I stagger and fall for I can’t see through the pain. Time cannot heal me; this pain won’t fade away,It only swells on the inside with every tormenting day,Eating myContinue reading “Falling Raindrop”

Dark Place

You just stomp into my space, And rip the smile off my face, You are the reason every word I say comes from a dark place. And on this I try to reflect, As you try to get me to deflect, From my intended plan to break Free of your abuse and neglect. You gotContinue reading “Dark Place”

Fade to Black

My mind fades to black, As I choke on every scream I held back, I throw on a veil, and pick a bag to pack, And I jump the gates. I got a train to catch. The life I lived in Saudi Arabia, Is the story behind my claustrophobia, Like a pretty bird locked inContinue reading “Fade to Black”

Writer’s Unblock

I take a deep breath to clear my head, A long silent moment to block out the noise, I flip my laptop open on my bed, And try to find my writer voice. I’m staring at a blank white screen, The only progress being the time on the clock, And in my head, I’m achingContinue reading “Writer’s Unblock”